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mel is so wasted right now.today is monday and many teachers did not came to skul and now mel dun know what to do.f&n coursework is not near to done and i am stuck on research.mel pass my social studies subject and i did quite well for it.he was the one who gave my the encouragement but now he is gone to find his own happiness.redha jek la kies mel.cheer up.i cant do anything.fail maths paper by afew marks but not shock bout it as it is excepted by me to happen.hope my other papers i did weel for it.wish me luck people.i know i did well for them as i am so confident for it.MEL CAN DO IT LA!now what i want to do is just move on and start a new life.help me out please god.i hope you are happy boy.i wish you good luck in everything you do.



mel arh mel lose the war!
you won boy..

you hurt me once twice but still you are the love of my life
never could imagine life without you but it did come true.

that is part of the last msg i sent to him.it hurts to see you go boy but i cant force you to stay by my side always.all those tears for you just keep coming back and it wont stop.loving you is the best damn thing that has ever happen to me but why must you go?i promise myself not to talk to you and disturb your life every again.i know i might be childish in love but its part and parcel of life.

remeber the first time we met,u look into my eyes as love started to bloom between us.the way you treated me and talk to me as if we dont want to end the day.the place where we talk things at the esplanade where the most memoreble thing that ever happen to me.second time we met, u came to butkit panjang and we talk.remember the scrambler bike we keep talking bout and you keep making fun of it,the big dog we are both scared about and the things we talk.third day we met,we when to penisula as you wanted to buy a shirt and u look like a typical matrep.walk around and laugh together with my sister and faiz together,played bowling and you won.

all those memories are still fresh in my mind.its might only be 3 days but the memories we had will always stay forever.if you have a chance to read this my dear.i hope you can forgive me and we start a new life.i love you and no one else can ever replace you.i did something wrong and i admit it.treasuring you has been the best thing i ever did to a guy.you are so true.only by a tagged comment you got jealous and ended our friend-relation-ship.it hurts more when you cant forgive me.i hope you be happy like you were before even with or without me.

i love you
ri0 you will always be in my memory