My birthday!
it was happening!
serious talking even when tak ramai kawan i meet up
dhye was the first guy who called and wish me
i enjoy talking to him about my aim and achieve
alamak!sweet taus dier
ramai jugak msg mel
sending me birthday msg
sweet la korang i appriciate it alot
MUACKS!(dhye jgn jealous i love you more)
slept quite late staring the air
thinking bout my future
then check-check!
mel tertido
haha
then go skul
mit girlfriends pat lrt jelapang
atika and shaaridahh wish me
thanks bby!
gi skul pon i did not really study
nk enjoy jek siak that day
tapi too bad ade 2.4km run on my birthday suaa siak
haha
after skul meet dhye and i was late
sowie dhye=)
forgive me
hmm about me and dhye tk yah elaborate kies
the think is-
he meet up with my parents!
haha
panic la dier!
blah blah blah
sent him to jelapang lrt and he went home
after that,
sadly my parents fight
tak nk elaborate sedih sangat!
see the pictures on top?
ilovethismatrep!=>
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:43 AM
lulu spade-hehe da link taus!
ina-i mish you too!thanks syg i hope so too
kak cheha-huh serious?dari mane u kenal dier?hmm yarh!
kucheng-sowie la syg oii i nk anoh la nie!
nees-hehes alrites link coming up!
dhye-hehes thanks dhye nie semua thank to niniM
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:37 AM
mel arh mel
goodgirl
lick me bby!
what?got a problem with me?
skyjunior bbygirl
amcm okie pah?
hehe!
cheeky us!
he grow me with love
hair down!
our kisses dun fate!
leftover pictures
kies currently mel borink!
i dun know what to do while waiting for my hotcakes from mac comes
CB fucking slow and fucking hungry!
this are the pictures i just recieve from nini monster
hahas
Labels: best i ever had
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:06 PM
a short note to Muhammad Hidir Bin Bapaknye!i mish you la dhye!i dun know why but i felt like we are drifting apart.
is it me for our relationship?
dun macam-macam kies mel!
everything is going to turn out just fine.
i guess...Labels: mel
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
4:18 AM
pictures long to bee seen!
been waiting my picture and dhye from shafa tapi till now lom upload.being patients!=)so yarh
while waiting u readers can see my muke burok picture from past time.(jgn ketawe kies)
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
4:13 AM
aiyaa
kerana cinta aku sanggup berkorban untok mu sayang!hanya ku pinta kau buka hati itu dan melihat semua keindahan cinta kitamel seriously confuse larh i dun know what to do shuld i confess to him and speak out whats on my mind?am i being too sensitive?or over reactive?i did that cause i love you and nothing can replace thattell me what more can i do to u to prove my love to u tak tipu dhyei truly love you and only youi promise!stop it kies!
now mel watching adnan sempitlove his courage lerrr lerrr lerrr!can my dhye be like him?hahakies not currently waiting for dhye to callno geo or ss extra lesson and now at home bored nothing to do penat la dohh!tomorrow got geo and chem testnow mel BLANK!pape i blog later kiesmel arh mel penat and boringwohooooo!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:59 PM
haish!
sunday mel was so okie la.factnye bobal i dun wanna blog anything tapi i dun wanna keep this blog dead.on sunday i met bby pasal dier wanna go kude kepang thing at toa payoh and kalau tak he wanna masok tapi hahas to bad bby!=)i love this thing read it alrite!Just a little reminder for everyone out there in case they forgot. How to love a woman, and you women pass this on to all your guy friends !! I know there are guys like this out there. Don't give up ! :) If she doesnt call you [ Its because she is waiting for you to call her ] When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stare's at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she start's cussing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignore's you [ Give her your attention ] When she pull's away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steal's your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she tease's you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesnt answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she look's at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When she say's that she like's you [ she really does more than you could understand ] When she grab's at your hands [ Hold her's and play with her fingers ] When she bump's into you [ bump into her back and make her laugh ] When she tell's you a secret [ keep it safe and untold ] When she looks at you in your eyes [ dont look away until she does ] When she misses you [ she's hurting inside ] When you break her heart [ the pain never really goes away ] When she says its over [ she still wants you to be hers ] When she repost this bulletin [ she wants you to read it ]
sweet right?!if only my bby can read this and understand it and i have the confident in us and FOREVER!i need your blesssing.now bby ngah lepak with brudder2 and tknk ganggu dier.birthday mel we will celebrate it together go club tapi tk tahu la dier tu.i wanna go powerhouse since sane ader event tapi bby cannot go pulak got tattoo and brudder2 dier pon nk ikot sekali.so i dun know his plan.yang i tahu i wanna go clubbing tats all people.ohh yah yang semlm mel jumpe bby,we took a picture together tapi its at shafa dier lom upload ..ill upload it on the next post alrites.currently mel just watching tv waiting for bby call and sys to get home from work.so yah!thats all people!and not forgetting last long kak seha and pak.i give my blessing to u guyschalobeteh!mel arh mel
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:36 AM
new boyfy!
ohh my gosh like finally i got to mit MUHAMMAD HIDIR BIN KASIM!i am now offically attached to him on 19 of march 2010 at 8.00am sharp.no one knows how happy i am on that point of time.as if the time stop for a moment and my heart skips a beat!wanna knw how he do it.i was sulking over a thing he said and he then pull my head and ask me that question.KEBOOM!i was shock and speechless.i accepted him and after that we fell asleep.alamak!boyfy i love you la siak.sky junior i love you and will always do!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:02 PM
zirca
time pi zirca! sowie tk banyak ambik gambar coz malas..overall it was fun!ramai owg mel kenal was there and i enjoy myself.so yah!malas nk blog everthing.=)
Labels: fun ends fast
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:38 PM
Finally!
after the long wait,the greatest day of my life is here.its finally 15 march.woooohoooo conferm gerek and hopefully no fight alrites people(minahs and mats)zirca here i come!mel nk really enjoy myself and fucked off with the world.tknk ambik tahu pasal the world for only tat particular night.i wanna stress out.forgetting and enjoying myself.kies people if u see me there,givee me a wink or a shake on your butt alrites!Labels: zirca
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:44 PM
boredness strikes!
paling ku sayangi, BACE DA PAHAMI!
POUT!
favourite picture among all!
i can be good
opps!
mel feeling-feeling
mel arh mel tagged profile!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:48 AM
yesterday!
Labels: mel just love playing games
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:07 PM
penat giler!
today was so tiring.when to skul in the morning back at 1235 met niniM at bangkit lrt and wat to lepak place RL.lepak-lepak while waiting for pipi and nini settle things then follow zicky to cut hair.he ajak us go fajar but we refuse pasal malaas.(sowie zicky)we walk back to RL lepak again then nini dicided to go makan.we walk back to Greenridge shopping centre and teman her eat.i irritated pipi by a msg he sent to nini and he got so angry.accidentaly saw MR TAN AND MR ONG luckily never smoke siak in skul uniform.saw man and fizzy with some other friends of his.go back RL lepak for awhile and then vooooooom go home penat like hell.sleep for awhile pasal very tired and when i woke up got to go back to skul pasal PARENT-TEACHER-MEETING.mummy and daddy came ard 8 plus talk to MDM RADIAH AND MISS YIEW.they are not mad at me as i made improvement.blah blah blah.reached home around 10 and very dame tired.i cant leave my blog dead so heres something to keep it rolling.afterall,i enjoyed myself todae.btw made a new msn acc..want it ask meLabels: mel never dies
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:09 AM
MeL!
im so agitated by some people out there.
you shuld know who you are.
jangan step gerek ngan aku
dun wanna elaborate la kies
buat kau malu jek
im not that evil alrites people
short and simple for you
fuck off copycat!
jangan step rabak and hebat depan ku!
im not interested!
readers!wanna know something?today somebody were being shame during recess time by me(mel)and atika(TB).the problem is with her is that she likes to cut peoples Q during recess time and act as if she speaks good ENGISH but ohh girl you dun!she wanted to cut out way when TB push me suddenly to cut her Q.haha people i say it!there is KARMA.she dun feel happy but it and started making faces to me.WHY NOT HAPPY PAH?!MAH KITE BOBAL!for your english ehk girl,mau take care siot jgn step mane peh bagos la kies mentang2 kau sec FIVE.wat BIGFUCK EHK?makinh faces and cuting our Q is not making you any better then us alrites!guess what me and TB gave her a name MEE GORENG!and yah FUCK OFF !ohh yah one last thing,like i say we talk.Labels: mel just love playing games
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
1:57 AM
lighting dun strike the same place twice
hey boy!i just dun know why but the feeling i had for you just keeps coming back.Mel never force you on loving me and i never wanted to be with you back once again but i dun know why since i contact back with you, i seems to love you back.your words and says just makes me wanna fall in love with you again but i dun wanna fall to your words twice.it hurts once and never twice.i know who i am a pampered lady who just too close and life-up just with mummy.then why?you have a problem with that boy that i am a mummy`s girl.i share everything with her and i never ever going to keep any secrets from her cause i love her more then anything.im sorry boy.i know i am wrong for breaking up our relationship exboyfy.now u came into my life and mess up everything again.i wont blame you but myself.i hope this things will settle out first and i will make up my mind on loving you or him nor anyone. i hope i can lead my life with your again and i will be praying hard so that you and i can be together.iloveyouboy!i do!
Labels: ahky
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
1:40 AM
karmilya
aku tahu aku wat salah ngan kau tu pasal i made the effort to make time for us and want to change the situation.sejak tu jantan masok idop kau,aku perasan kau berubah banyak.aku tk pernah bersuare tapi this time seriously aku da tk leh tahan ngan perangai kau .kau ketepikan aku and aku anggap diri aku tk penting bagi kau lagi.kau lagi banyak buang mase ngan jantan tu dari aku .kadang2 aku lagi uker kau ngan khair dari kau ngan nie jantan.kau da tk kisah pasal aku lagi and u are like being brain wash by him.aku da malas arh nk cakap banyak .feeling like cofronting you face to face cume tk sanggop jek nk lukekan ati kau pasal aku sayangkan kau.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:02 AM
my syster!
tell you what.this lady here has always been here for me.we lost each other for years in the past and i dun wish to loss her again alrites.like i always said,mess around with her then you will be messing with me too.i dun like to see her sad nor angry.thru thick and thin now i wanna go thru it with you.bad times of you will always bee mine now.gurla,dun every leave me like the other did to me.i can only trust you now.
niniM u are the best!
Labels: NINIMONSTER
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:57 PM
daddy..
sometime i just dun understand you daddy.
you keep on blaming me when im not in any wrong.
i dun mean to be rude to you till i fight back with you yesterday.
this is the first time ive been so rude to daddy till i fight using my legs with him.
blaming me makes you happy is it?
i know ive been bad to you sometimes but this is just not the way for your to treat me daddy.
im all grown up you have to understand me too
im not that 2 or 4 years old girl anymore.
i also need my freedom like other girls i know how to take care of myself without people having to tagged me every single moments of spying on me every single time.
you even once told me that you wanted to buy a bodyguard for me?
daddyim not a superstar you know
i know you care for me but dun control my movement nor friends.
i know that not all my friends are good people to you daddy
but being with them just makes me feel good as then understand me
you just too busy to even talk to me sometime.
everytime you came home,you will put on a long face and scolded me for housework or my messy room.
im just to speechless sometime you know daddy.
fcuk up with you and the house.
everything i do is wrong towards your eyes.
i know what i have to do to have your attention.
i admit i did wrong towards you in the past but cant bygones be bygones?
im just upset with you daddy
Labels: begging you to change
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:58 PM
never let you down!
i will never forget your saying and i always remember you in my memories.you can never be replace.even how i have move on or continue with life,there will always have that small space in my heart that have your name crafted.i could not tell you in person how happy i am with your guides on my studies but i know if you know about it you will surely be happy.i know you still care bout me only you dont want to say it.i know you too well.i know you found someone new and continue your life.dun worry bout my burdae cause i wont be celebrating it anyway.i just want to spend it by myself and treasure myself.ri0 thanks for your support all this while .i know you will be happy as i have left you alone now.i might be crying and begging you last time but i gave up one the particular day when your words really hurts the most.i cannot forget about you.the memories we had is just to stong for me to erased it away.i know you dun care anymore but dude,i do.i migit be broken hearted by you hurt by you and once love by you but what can i do.i just have to bear with it.if you love somebody you have to leave that somebody just to see them happier with them.dude i still love you but i have to move on with life.no matter what those fun moments will be tresure by me
Labels: ri0 no one cn every replace you in my tiny heart
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
4:37 AM
see those pictures?tadi met those gurlas of mine whom i really love pat bukit batok and ader miting pasal a problem we face.feels like wanting to type out the problem here cume haiyooo jatoh la pulakkan glamour dorang nanti.so like mel were saying,mel never had waited for someone like so long for 3 hours just to settlekan hal yang kecik.from those small mistakes they did,it turns into a really bad situation and we were like waiting for the like dogs.da la tadi muke cuak biler nampak gegerl.ASAL?takot pe biler aku kejar korang and kate gegerl panggil?!u gurlas really memang nk kene and pijak kepale gegerl lagi ehk..tkmo pikir korg leh pijak kepale gegerl since korang lame la kies.still you people are being treated the same as us.kies la ehk malas nk get angry2..tadi cute tau..gegerl wore nike shoes standby la katekan and shasha wore high heels and she really look good tapi haha he jokes untok lempar tat high heels so kelakar..no offence kies gegerl and shasha.iloveyou.i love hanging with you gurlas.around 6 plus dorang tk turon jugak we all gerak.i lepk with gegerl and anez pat pending and anez really have the potential to become a teacher .really love to see her expression of eleborating things.kies la it was fun.but home around 10 and daddy and mummy were not angry or showing their **** face to me.happy la overall todae..hope to meet gurlas again la kies.
hugg and kisses from mel!
Labels: kijo ohh kijo
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:02 AM
Boredness!
damn it!mel is like so boring and dun know what to do.just came home at around 5pm pasal teman gerlfys ader npcc miting mepek.i was like slacking in skul like owang bodohh tapi nevermind la kan lagipon nothing to do at home.during skul hours tadi,i got back my phy and chem paper.failed phys by 3 marks but pass chem by 6 marks so over all i pass my combine science.we were looking forward for geography paper but instead our teacher did not come and we got a relief teacher instead.(punye la mepek tu cikgu mintak kene pump siok)i am the vice chairperson in my class but he kept on counting and counting over and over again to see if i have made a mistake in my counting.i was like f**king angry with him siak..HELLO I KNOW HOW TO DO MY WORK OKIES!gerlfys and me talk and we gossip about alot of things.blah blah blah
people wanna know something?
for once i dun feel love in the air.i feel happy being with my love ones and dun even mind losing the ones who dun love me.i admit i do love him but i just got to start a new life.going to start paying more attention in skul and giving my fullest attention to KIJORUI!and girls..im sorry la kies.you really make gegerl dissapointed.
gegerl on behalf of them im sorry.i guess we need to talk things out rather then like this.i understand how you feel gegerl..btw picture on top is when i was so happy in love but now im no longer in love but still,the same smile remains.
mel starting fresh!
Labels: its mel back again
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
2:49 AM
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