Ah^MeL Ting Tong Abe Acal?♥

GOING CLUB SEVEN!

saw me call me alrite!

muacks!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:39 PM

tell me the meaning of L.O.V.E

i dun know who i can trust now.im just to confuse with whats up with my life.i do enjoy life with bbygerl and bestfriends but sometimes hearing songs that i and you use to hear just make me flash back all our memories making me cry and upset the whole day.i dun say that i still love you but the feeling just wont fade and the memories just last.hunting me day and night.why me?!wwhy cant it be anyone else.like the icon above,i love my friend!yesh i do!they bring me up when i am down.i treasure you friends!

maybe im one-sided or cant see u care for me but you shuld know deep inside my heart everyone who makes me happy will always be featured in my heart.friends who i use to fight with,i am sorry i dun mean it.i wanna change . i dun wanna be a bad girl anymore .help me kies people.

aku sayang korang tapi korang sayang aku tk?

hmm wondering

english and mt paper done

4 subject more to go!

go mel go!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:53 PM

mel

hey KPO`S but beloved!

i am just so fucked up after reading my bbygerl`s blog.To that particular couple,i told you alrites stop making her life diffcult cause she is not harming your life.CHAOCHEEBYE!if you dun wanna take care of her,i am here for her every minute and seconds she needed me.i know she dont need to own you to be happy rite bbygerl?!

bingit siak!

my life!

today was english paper 1 and 2. compo was diffcult like fuck i say but luckily i remembered a story from channel 5 and wrote it down every single details i know.after school when to bukit panjang plaza follow zarifah meet her brother and proceed to atika`s house to do something.EHEMEHEM!you know i know alrite girlfriend.now at home!getting ready to go work.

its time so byebye!

muacks

Labels: alrites that it

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:56 AM

weeeee!

HAPPY GILA!
DAPAT JUMPE MUZ!

morning came skul late pasal gado with daddy
okies i dun wana talk bout that
duit skul hilang
obviously i know who took it
tapi tknk mengaku
terpakse naik bus to skul arrive skul ard 8.30
did not do my test pape and fucked up pasal rumah
after that blah blah blah
alik rumah teros lepas skul eat then go sleep till 6
reached home ard 2
while sleeping recieved many msgs and call
from ayie,mus and kenet
msg from mus ayie shaa imran
sooo yarh !
ard 830 met shaa
pasal muz nk pinjam charger at work
teman her and met muz
kuwang kuwang kuwang!
lepak lepak reached home ard 930
watch tv chat and also chat
now i wanna go to bed
soon muz will be calling i hope!
rindu siak dier

Labels: crush on you

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:42 AM

just came back!

this two pictures were taken on friday before i when off to malaysia with kakak and ayah for some sort of gathering there.so yarh!dun mind the stupid face la okies cause daa malam malas nk lawa-lawa.first pikir gi sane boring so i was like durhhhh!follow for the sake of following tapi bile daa gi sane tak nk alik pulak.gerek gile met new friends and kiwak even thur dorang to mat-mat malaysia dorang gentleman and also loving and friendly lastly daring berani go punye untok mintak number pompuan.tk macam lelaki siangapore bastard pompuan for the sake of*****.haiyooo!serious shit!kalau ader time free or holiday i wanna spent time with new friends there.and for people who contacted me when i was there.hehe sorry alrites.pp8 mel was low and currently have to saving pasal my renew ic and also ezlink yang hilang.i am now super tired cause yesterdae slept at 6 pasal ton ngan new friend.especially ahcap!hawt siak dier.tapi sayang dier malaysia.then ader kimie, lee,apit and also shami.soo yarh!today sleeping early pasal besok skul and penat-penat!pape friends text me alrites..

Labels: chalobeteh

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

5:04 AM

bad days continues!

well as i told you readers,
i lost my wallet and this is the 3rd day
i went searching for it
HIGH & low!
well seriously i felt stupid of myself
because like my friends said
MEL WHY SO CARELESS?!
i just look down without saying anything
i have not told mummy and daddy bout this
cause i want to be independent
and just wanna do it my way

yesterday,
eira came to workplace cause she wanna
give back her uniform
and soo sweet of her to fatch me from work
thanks girlfriend
from imm we when to jurong point
mit someone and we slack
around jurong point
i when home around 1130 and reach home about 12 plus
so tired and after changing i smoke and slept

so just now in skul,
i was so tired
lucky us
we dun have social studies extra class
and assambly was boring
about examination rules!
BORING
i read a book and boom
SLEEP!
after those stupid talks we over,
stupid DM as the upper sec to sing
national anthem
mepek pe!
obviously i did not sing and just stood there
after skul ended,
i when to the police station to make a report on my lost wallet
we all the men are malay
and one of them talk to me in a fanatic manner
mel part nie tk favourite
so i up kan kening and bbl fanah alik la
after it ended,
i walk home since its only 2 station away

here i am at home!

Labels: potpot

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:39 AM

good and bad

today

bad luck!seriously,i lost my wallet and i screw up during my MT oral just now with madam juliana.She really makes me speak up till i dun know what to speak anymore.i talk alot madam.yesh i do..sorry haha.then i had done my maths questions wrongly for not reading the intruction CB!seriously bad day siak for mel today can something just pop out and cheer me up.Please god!since today no mood,i posted yesterday picture.gosh!lawa ke tk lawa keep the comments to yourself alrites.

met my babygerl yesterday at mira`s place since i was bored and just not in a mood of meeting any guys just wanna spend my time with babygerl before she starts her skul days.before that i met ahcap(kenet friend).tapi kenet dun think anything. i just asking him to accompany me to my workplace and redo my rooster.after that he drop off at bukit batok and i when to woodlands.seriously laughing and having fun with my babygerl and i had some here and there with my babygerl boyfriend.sometimes your boyfriend is irritating la babygerl sorry.haha well but i enjoy slacking with you and him and also mira.gerek!and to mira-dun drop your ciggrate like that anymore okies.haha

this is all from me today arites people.if i got anything to update or boredness strike,i update again.totos

Labels: fucked up life

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:03 AM

bbygerl

see that lady there(pointing up)!she is my baby gerl(joyce) she has been surpporting me morally and make me independent woman i am now today standing facing the harsh world.he has always been there for me.alrites!i truly love her people!dun take her away from me.i need her. and i mean it i really do.we might dislike each other in the past but now, we love each other.am i right bbygerl to say that? to other ladies out there tat kinda wanting to ruin her and her boyfriend, come talk with me. cause both of them make me shine and i dun cry for u anymore ex-boyfriend.i had move on yarh i made it clear! I HAD MOVE ON..i might cry for u sometimes but i know it wont last .like i use to say CINTA GELANGGANG KUDE KEPANG.buat semetare jek nie semua for non malay this means puppy love.so yarh i will be going out meeting some one haha ..well im single i can meet up anyone and whoever i want. update u readers later alrites!calobeteh!

muacks

Labels: keep her safe

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:02 AM

mel

all this pictures are shot yesterday after my family came back from causeway point just to have our dinner at pizzahut since mummy wanted to try out the chunchy cheesy bites.its was a blust i gave it 10/10.mummy can i have it again?preety plish?=)angle face.this are just some of the pictures that i took there are lots more which i lazy to upload hahas.so yarh .they are just randomly pick.that all for now.

p.s=)i personally love woodlands alot now.

Labels: potpot

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:03 PM

blah blah blah

lets talk about yesterday!remember how ex-boyfriend broke up with me bacause he said i am sensitive and ego,i felt sad bout that bout haha to bad its only for a while.yesterday met joyce and her friends.kecoh rabak la okies even when kite cikit org jek. An accident happen, i was walking to joyce house with her and saw this 3 mats loitering.joyce saw me eyeing one of them and he kinda keep seeing our direction too.suuppp!jatoh la people!then time nk alik, this one group of boys keep looking at me when i was on the phone with epol. bile i join the Q untok naik bus, they ask for my number.haha! then during the afternoon when i was with my sister going to the old woodlands, this two guys keep eyeing at us.when dorang gadoh, sempat look at us . how sweet gitukan..haish can i have yesterday repeated?okok now sister ngah bingit with mel pasal suroh kemas umah.update again later alrites!muacks love you..

Labels: mel daa fall in love lagi

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:34 PM

boring gile!

im so bored

tadi in skul for the first time i paid attention in maths lesson

haha!

and the overall day for today

i will grade it as

5/10

firstly boring in skul and home

did not went to work pasal tk tahu timing

like what the fuck gitu.

mel nak meet fariq but he paitau

sooo yarh have to bear my angryness towards him

daa dua kali tau dier what mel gini

i keep quite pasal sayangnye pasal

grrrr...bingit jek!

now mel just recieved a msg that says he wanna meet

walauwei!

haha mcm malas sey

tapi tk pe i just go..

mel nk siap if i am free malam i update lagi kies people!

bye kepos...

btw those pictures are from previous events i when out so yarh enjoy viewing

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

4:23 AM

thanks bbygerl!

mel just reach home!

haha

skul was fine jek..

had to do some maths after i slept for the whole period

omg!

panic sekejap

then reached home,

siap2 meet bbygerl(joyce)

mel really enjoy meeting her

dier gerek giler to the max punye

tk bedek!

alik around 8 plus

msg fariq and gado jap

grrrrrrr!

daa baik then we okie already

(bukan boyfriend ehk)

then main card

after that when home

haha gerek!

mel wanna go sleep

pape update later

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:10 AM

its me back on track!

its been a few days i did not update my blog!

sorry kepo!

hmm

here it goes...

since i was single at the moment with no one to bother me

what to do and what not to,

i am enjoying life!

seriously i could say

this is like the first time someone

broke up with me because

he said i was SENSITIVE AND EGO!

haha

and yarh i am PAMPERED!

i dun mind bout thjat boy

opps ex-boy!

cause i like what i am what i am

haha !

like what the fuck..

meet up with people who i just know

and lepak life is so happening

working shift seems to be

okie laa

kak wati gerek-(manager)

mama and papa

now understand me and what i want thanks

see!

i am enjoyig life

hmmm...

now i am going to be sitting for mid year exams

in two weeks time

walauwai!

mel lomm ready dohh!

kies la till here

mel skg ngan ader f&n class

totos!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:47 PM

turning single...

we broke upp!

dun ask why but we just did.

yup i admit my fault

being a fucking pampered girl who just dun know how to treat you good

hello=)!

i have my rights too okies

im maybe sad but i dun show it la kies

i still enjoying life

broke up with you yesterdae

but was on the phone with pino and ikel

msg with khai and mus

haha=)

help me forget bout him kies people

and ohh yarh

ex-boyfriend a msg for you-

i am not changing myself just for a guy cause i know where i am standing and hell yarh i am happy with or without you!

sorry=)

Labels: mel still stong dohh

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:22 PM

firstly,

im sorry to those to asked me out yesterday.

kakak seha-ajak mel go town

niniMONSTER-ajak go town

dhye-ajak me go tengok kude kepang

sorry guys and darling,

i cant make it cause its been a long time i spent my time with my beloved family

after all the fight we gone trought as a family

thru up and down,

we are still as ONE!

no fucking bitches and hunk can break my family apart

like last time.

FUCKER!

went out with bibik`s family

baby hidayah pon ader

alamak syg la tat new cousin super cute

i took care of her the whole journey

at vivo and also esplanade

uncle told me this,

noor kalau keluar with a guy taller then you,

mesti org pikir korang

KELUARGA YANG BAHAGIA

wat only uncle aku nie

tapi haha

kalau betol pon i nk i nk i nk..

mel kate pat uncle,

okie la tu biler noor keluar with family

noor bawak hidayah okie?

then he laugh and said okies!

haha

super happy sey

soo yarh itu la my family we live each other

nk sey mel spent time with dorang like tat lagi

kecoh habis dohhh

and now hidayah have a new mummy

that ME!

mak noor

siak siak name tk glam siol...

reach home ard 12 plus

tired giler doohhhh

Labels: time with family

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:01 AM

pictures at home

taken by atika

going swimming

library for cooking recipes

follow shaa to her work place

finally home sweet home~~~~

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:42 AM

BAD NEWS FROM DHYE!

kaki dia bengkak cause something happen at work

see how clumsy my boyfriend is!

hmm...

hope eu get well soon

mel now boring while waitinf for time to go work

nanti miting my adeq yuyun jap before go work

soo yarh!

jangan terperanjat kies sayang i very damn kuai-kuai

no fierce-fierce

RANDOMLY!

i miss nadia stuburn!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:41 PM

hmm
todae nothing much!
topupkan dhye handphone dier
and blah blah blah
malas nk blog nari
currently pon tk wat pape
just waiting for dhye to come home from work
wapiang!

soon going jogging with mummy and sister daaaaaa!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

4:20 AM

sorry for the dead blog people!
mel busy la nowadays..

this picture was taken on my birthday.yarh!i agree banyak kenangan tapi what to do,i love you too much and cant forget you and forgive myself even when you had.i admit i did something wrong on the 1 april and i did it again on 5 april just to gain back your attention and also your trust towards me.i know what i did is wrong and thanks to pipi,nini,zicky and nees for their help.im sorry for putting your people in trouble when i have to solve it myself.i am glad to have friends like your people.thanks nini and pipi for taking care of me when i was badly drunk and thanks to nees and zicky for advicing me on my love issue.its complicated people, but hey!they helped me out.not like some who just add up my stress with their prople, i am a normal human baby who did stupid stuff too.im glad we are now back on track.baby giving me another chance and we talk thinks out yesterday.i am happy to be with you again.i promise myself not to do it again till you hurt me that bad again.thanks friends!i may not have a perfect relationship like pipi and nini or zicky and nees but even when sky and mel is far apart,we know our heart is for each other.

stop with my story with baby and friends.

CB!

hey girl your luck is good you know that

you are very lucky i never see your fucking face at greenridge shopping centre yesterday

you hurt my lil sister and now my greatest sister?

kau pikir kau hawtstuff pe siol?

cermin muke dulu

dun go around talking about people faces and trying to snatch people boyfriend!
no life siak kau

asl kau tk laku pe?

kies mel tk nk elaborate pasal this pompuan pat sini

waste or time and energy aje

cryberfriends!

thanks for reading my blog

i appriciate it alot

muackes!

Labels: mel fucked up

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:26 PM

dhye im sorry!

never would i guess things turn out this bad

mel tk pernah gadoh with boyfriend mcm gini rabak sey

i know its hard for him to fogive me

yarh i know

mel bersalah sangat

but i wont know it will be this bad siak

tk nk elaborate kies

let me suffer alone kies dhye

GOD,give me hope on this relationship plish

for today i slept whole day with auntie`s baby

since they came to our house

sweetkan kakak sedare dier nie

haah

mel bangun

mandi jage baby

makan then tido with baby

haha

soo yarh

life is boring without you

i know you are mad and you have the right to

Labels: im sorry but i dont know what to do

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:38 AM