Babygirls!
Wanna know why i proudly said that those ladies here is my babygirls?because even before i shattered my tears on the floor,
they will come to me and offer my their shoulder.
i dun ask for it but its their willingness.
we shared every small and big problems together and bond perfectly.
if i started a topic on them,
well i can say its never endless to the good deeds they done for me.
if i could listed them out one by one i will.
i treasure them alot.
they are like my sister.
=D
i made a promise to them.
no secrets!
no lies!
(peace!)
today`s plan:
mit emma baby
go ite belastier
marsling mit joyce baby
slack with slackmates
mit HIM
hopefully!
Labels: couples
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:10 PM
He is back!
HUNTING ME WITH ALL THE PAST MEMORIES.
I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE.
THIS IS KILLING ME .
I CANT CARRY ON WITH LIFE WITH THIS SITUATION.
WHY MUST U APPEAR WHEN I AM HAPPY WITH SOMEONE ELSE.
OHH BOY!
I USE TO FORGET YOU BUT NOW,WHY DO OUR PAST KEEP HUNTING ME.
DO I STILL LOVE YOU?
DO I MISS YOU?
HOPEFULLY NOT.
I CRIED MOST OF THE TIME I LISTEN TO OUR ALL TIME FAVOURITE SONGS
AND THE FUTURE WE TALKED ABOUT THE SHARING AND CARING JUST MAKES ME SHATTED MY TEARS EVEN MORE.
I JUST NEED YOU I GUESS.
LIKE URGENTLY.
I DUN MIND BEING A HYPOCRITE RATHER THEN MY HEART BEING TREATEN WITH LOVE AROUND ME THAT IS UNTRUE.
I JUST CANT MOVE ON OR EVEN SHAKE THINGS UP BY MY TWO FEET.
I TRIED GETTING OVER THOSE MEMORIES BUT ITS TOO HARD.
WHATS SO SPECIAL ABOUT YOU?!
deep down inside i wanna thanked you for keeping the neckles i gave and giving me the confident even it was for awhile=D
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:03 AM
defense is the best policy
perfect shot!=D
for sure i say. look how happy we were in the picture even with the joyce looking like a mad woman at the back.i can say on that day i was crush by the love game i heading for but we were okie after sometime and this friendship we shared we to strong to broke us apart .
AND TO FUCKERS WHO IS READING MY BLOG!this is only a picture okies dun get me and spade wrong!i anggap dier mcm abang i sendiri jek.and itu kau nye pasal nak pikir aku ngan dier ader pape ke tk.pikiran kau!aku malas nak gado over konek!tk worth it jek..BETOL TK?!
we slack we laugh we cry together as 1.
i called them my love and they love me like a syster.
BUSH THEM,i break your bones!
bukan fanatic tapi sayang siak ngan dorang nie.
Okies now mel pat umah ngah bingit.i got weird2 number people calling me saying they are fai la kidlovez larh BINGIT SIAK mane dorang dapat num pon i dun know.ohh ader lagi dua tertinggal name dier hmm,khairul and arab.entah la mamat mane pon mel tk kenal.tadi KENET SATSAT aru call.he said yang dier aru alik from K.L hehe sodap ikit ati nie dier call kalau tak haiyoooo..punye la bimbang mcm nak terbalikkan umah jek tau.=Dtoday akan duduk di umah ajer tk keluar since 2 week straight i keluar ajer meet babygirls.penat sunggoh.till here okies people.i wanna go mamam kalau boring i update again kies!
Labels: muacks
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
1:02 AM
isit love or ?
are you really wanting to be with me?boy,i dun see the willingness in you to be faithful with me in our comitment in our relationship.you spent to much time with your work till you put me aside as if wanting me to be alone almost everytime.you promise me you try to make time for me but what is all this.after a year of sharing and caring before getting into this relationship,it is not enough for you to know me that well and how my lifestyle and living is?you cant accept the way i am then be it.stay away for me.you know im not a typical girl who can always take up break ups but still you always treaten me with break ups whats this?is this willingness?i feel so lost without you and you know that.after all the tears i shattered for you and the long conversation bout our life,is it not enough?tell me straight to my face baby if you have the heart for me.hate my new life then?one way left.=(
Labels: willingness
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:15 PM
Aint a typical bitch reply!
ARY;D Thks bby , I'm tryin to get over . I knw I will . Cheer fr me alrt ? ;D
Mel:i know you can with us around you and supporting you,i know you always can do it ily!=)
irina hello babe ! hows ue?
Mel:Holla babe!im doing great what bout you?come down again when you are free kies!=)
Emma Valentina haha, I know, you know, they don't know! =) see ya ltr.
Mel:you know i know la standard kan tuuuu!=)last long kies hunney=)
Nees Last long girlfriend .
Mel:ohhh yarh thanks!you too alrites=)
ina mel stead dgn kenet ? hha last long oke.
Mel:rilek larh ina!asl mcm shocked gitu..haha yarh thanks syg=)
saya sudah reply semua comment-comment anda.Tolong bace!!=)
currently im super bored in F&N class.
with only 5 people in class,i dun know what to do!
kies chalobeteh..
i wanna find something to do
=)
Labels: mel arh mel
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:47 PM
Well i really love my sister.even if i never had the chance to talk or tell her face to face i know the gap between us is too big to be close apart for now.i dun know why you hate me so much now after the incident we had in the past which i dun wish to elaborate.if i have the chance to,i will tell her i love her before it is too late. she is the only sibling i had and i dun wish to lose her in anyone.
Stop about my sister okie you people.now i am currently at home still serving my M.C and fucking bored and i wish i could go out and slack with my beloved friends at marsling.cant take this anymore.sitting at home alone and doing nothing.waping!
1]go out
2]visit babygirls and friends
3]smoke
4]some laughter
5]meet_______________
[emma i know you know]
till here alrites people.i wanna call emma about today`s plan.toodles!ilymuacks!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:26 PM
those were pictures taken from my new handphone.cant upload it since i lost the cd and i dun know how or wat to do.
first picture,does it look cute?
macam powerpuff girls kan
then colour or our shirt
seriously unplan.
sorry alrites girls pasal tk gi skul and not informing
you ladies i tk gi skul
its last minute that i suddenly fall super sick
then ours are my pictures with i adore so much
if u agree rise up your head?!
hehe
kies LAMEEEEEEEEEE!
i going to have a short nap now .
you people tc and ily all!
*TO SERY SENORITA SPAMMER!please to you people go get a life. mel tk uker la see you people what dier nye blog so dirty mcm muke korang jugak.hidup dier pe tk susahkan korang betol?!spam salah orang la ehk and its 2010!time lambat jacko!!!!!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:12 PM
its just a matter of time
sorry for not updating after having a wonderful boyfriend
im soooooooooooooooooo sorry!
after tat post
i ton with my marsling friends
for 1 and half day
haha kecoh rabak!
me and emma we the last to reach home since
out house we the not around that
okie la currently at home
sick and gotten 2 days of mc
since i fainted yesterday in the kitchen
when i wanted to take a drink
soooooooooo yarh!
pictures on the ton day is posted on emma tumblr
www.emma-valentina.tumblr.comLabels: fun never ends
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:36 PM
blessfully attached on the 19/05/2010 at 2.20 pm
i love eu boyfriend!
promise me you will never leave me for a simple reason and not my fault in our relationship.we have been waiting for this moment for the longest time since last year when we first knew each other .love keep increasing and never stop.you are my healing power to my heart breaks and my pain killer to all problems i had.u have been there for me and i am glad of that.since now we are more than friends,show me your love and prove to me you are not the same cause i know you are not!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:33 PM
check this out!
Anyways , I do miss my girlfiees too lurh ouwkeyhh ?I miss Mel H0nney , Joyce Hunney , Emma Bby !!I also miss ... Spade H0tstuff , Anwar TTM .I miss you all lurh BUDUH !If you guys don't miss me , I'll kill ya one by one !Peoples , we'll meet up soon alrt ?
alrite people!for sure that is not my typing rite.i read that post on ary honney blog and it just kinda caught my attention.FOR ARY=honney are you sure u gonna kill us if we don`t miss you?OMG!what for gonna miss you,we mit almost everyday and i don`t miss you but i love you instead.Those names mention are my closest friends.we might just know each other for a while but the love and secrets between us just bond us together even stronger.well that friendship alrite.
currently im in skul and nothing to do with only 4 people attending f&n class and busy with lappy.teacher not in and i so fucking bored.like seriously nothing to do.till here la kies people.i wanna go facebooking and tagging!tata
Labels: loovvvvvveeeeee
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:50 PM
i sort things out and i glad
im at fault.i admit it alrites.i and babygerl kinda had our misunderstanding and i hope we sort things outi dun wanna break our friendship just because of my stupidity cause i know its not worth it and we have much more in common than to fight.i never thought that we will fight but well,we did!im sorry and please forgive meim seriously not feeling well but still,i have to go to work for some reason i had school was boring and i kept falling asleep during class time and teachers just dun mind cause they know i look pale and sickand yes i am!haish..now currently watching watching tv ,facebook and taggedboring sungguh!Labels: things has its up and down
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:50 PM
meaning of friendship
Dun take me wrong okay people.i took this guys name spade here as a good friend and this lady here joyce as a closest friend of mine.we did everything together nowadays.i just hope none of this has to come to an end just because some stupid misunderstanding in future if we have to face one.i love hanging out with them and spending time with them.they make me feel alive and not dim like i use to.thanks to joyce who intro me to a great friend like spade and thanks to god who gave me a good friend like joyce.i am glad they are around everything i need them in good and bad time, they are always here for me and i treasure them now and forever.i just hope we could be friends like forever and after.
Labels: tales dont end easily
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:59 AM
day out
pictures was taken on friday.
when out with joyce,spade,hannah,fame and 2 other guys.
plan cock up at first.
it was suppose to be me,spade and joyce day but end up.
we tagged along with them.
haha
seriously,
it was a WRONG day kan people.
lazy to elaborate la kies people what happen.
the important thing is i had fun.
i mean WE!
even when there is so up and down,here and there.
to you=thanks for the day out with you.
i enjoy it alot okies.
touch felt warm
kisses felt safe
i am comfortable with you
not hoping but wanting you.
sooooo yarh!
Labels: L does not only mean love
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:13 AM
stated!
well...does this words has a meaning besides i sayang u banyak-banyak?im just to clueless to judge those words.maybe im to young for it but if i am then why must i face it?there,clearly it stated i love you so much but i know u just need time to cool yourself down and have a thinking by yourself.i dun blame you but i blame myself for falling for you.instead i am the stupid one.i face the whole fact that we are not fated and you are just toying around with my feeling like im a barbie dool of yours.i dun mind cause i have gone through it many times and over come it hundreds of time.im still strong but dun make me lose you cause i can never do that.
babygerl thanks for everything and the help you given me.its so sweet of you.never knew someone cares so much about me like you do.ily.lets have some fun tonight alrites!
WE GONNA ROCK THE NITE!meet you later.
Labels: up and down i will face it
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:47 PM
MeL ArH MeL says:
cn i ask u something?
﹖﹖﹗ ◦● ηιzαм •superkidd• ●◦ ﹖﹖﹗ says:
yea?
MeL ArH MeL says:
why is it so easy for u to move on?
﹖﹖﹗ ◦● ηιzαм •superkidd• ●◦ ﹖﹖﹗ says:
mmm
cos we seems not to be together so ya
we just be frens
why is it so easy for guys to move on?
i still dun understand why .
after this conversation,he when offline
telling me he is currently contacting someone.
i hurts boy.
it really do.
i just cant do anything currently after you told me this
i know i am strong but when it comes to YOU,
i just to weak till u took advantage of me
help me someone!
help me to move on and lead a better life
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:49 AM
sorry accepted
hey babies!mel here.coming back for my second update bout my f**king life.well those pictures i just recieved it from babygerl and i know one word to discribeMASAI.TO BABYGERL!hey im not mad at you okies.i understand your problem which is partly my fault to.up so late with you,when i know u are in a rush to get home.but overall we did enjoy right?!haha i do!so yarh .mel just came back from work. today bad day for me predict that not many people will be coming but indeed we are wrong.too many orders till i got scolded by manager for someone`s mistakes.NABEYCB!bingit tau and 3 time in a row.forget it la kies.i have to work with an aunty.so i have to understand her belo-belo.im super tired.i update when i got up next morning okies.tomorrow no skul!YIPEEEEEEE!happy tau and exams are over at last leh rileks ikit!all the best for my BEAUTIFUL RESULTS*i know i will fail alot of papers cause simply reason.i did not study.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:10 AM
best i every had
To__________,i dun have to say out your name cause it just hurts to much.well yarh i admit i do have the same feeling for you but are you being true to me?cause i cant see it.u wanted me to trust you but u aint giving me any.is that fair?lets make it this way,if you love me then give me my space alrite.haish!i am now having complicated feeling again who to pick and spend my life with.i just dun wanna get into a relationship which is being force and not being true.it just hurt both parties.true right.i dun belive in happy ending all the time cause i know for sure there is up and donw some parts in the relationship no perfection la alrites.*im just being upset over someone so dun mind if this part for him.okies!lets start a fresh one.yesterday i went out. suppose to go to work bout last minit change of place.i did not go work but instead when to woodlands meet babygerl.it was boring at first met two of babygerls`s friend and haha tought then geography super funny then babygerl struck by an idea to go online and ask people for a mit up.bullshitkan!so met this one guy his look is like a bangladesh but in a rich version la kies.talk awhile lied and he believe haha.stupid!after that spade came and they talk.then bangladesh when home we when to mit ayie.he took up to sembawang park and blah blah blah.then sent me home.super gerek yesterday.can time rewind?!okies pictures is with babygerl.she will update it soon la kiestatasLabels: haish and haha
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:56 PM
mummy!
happy mother`s day to you
i know i unset you sometime
but through up and down
i know you will be by my side
i treasure you alot
nothing can saperate us a part i swear
just so you know mummy
i respect you
full hearted
you are the one who always support me
and always by my side
everytime i fight with daddy
you will aways be the one comforting me
and advicing me to come back home
i know you love me
when sometimes i am so rude and disrespect you
at times
i will try to become a better girl for you alrite mummy
hopefully i could change with you by my side anything is possible
iloveyou
thanks god for giving me a great mum!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:41 AM
i shouldn`t have walk away
i would`ve stay
if you say
we could`ve made everything okay
but we just
threw the blame back and forth
we treated love like a sport
the final blow hit so low i still on the ground
i could`ve prepared myself for this fall
shattered to pieces curled on the floor
super natural love conquers all
remember we used to touch the sky
lighting dun stike
the same place twice
when you and i
say goodbye i feel the angels cry
true love`s a give we let it drift
in the storm every night
i feel the angels cry
the starting of my favourite song
well every break up has a story behind it
like mine,
it might have been away since i and sky been a part but still
it left a mark
i promise to not look back
but i just did
i kinda now moving on slowly
with idil
maybe he is the guy
who knows right
i have to give him a chance to prove himself
and i truly LOVE him now
its been awhile now i suppose but i just dun wanna rush things
take it slow baby!
ohh yarh to one of girlfriend!
happy birthday atika
may your 16 birthday be fill with joy
i could not get you throught by call
so blog it is then
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ATIKA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
make a wish sayang*
harap-harap kau panjang umor dan murah rezeki alrite girlfriend!
Labels: angel cry
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:56 AM
meaning for true me
pictures taken after i reach home from atika1s place.well its really boring nowadays since i have been going tro and fro from skul,home workplace and back from for the past few days.and to people reading my blog,IM SORRY!well i dun mean to keep a dead blog bout i just have no time for it.sape-sape leh tolong mel update while im gone?hehe!well i am now in my exams mood and currently thinking that i can still handle it.lucky me!today off-day.too tired and my friend~girls who shuld know who has came.bad timing huh!soooo yarh..
To you boy=yarh i do love you but dont you know how painful it is to hear you talking bout her?!i may not be as pretty as her,as cute, as adorable but i still have my whoel heart to you.why cant you see that?!well i just hope you could read this post bout you.cant talk it anymore.
To girlfriends=sorry for not slacking with you girls anymore.im just to busy with work and school.promise to make time for you ladies alrites.cross-fingers*
Labels: dude i miss you
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
2:50 AM
club seven!
lets start todays topic with yesterday event
yesh people i did when to club seven
i met my new friends at jurong and took train to bugis
they ate and we then go drink
and SOMEONE get drunk
making me f**ked up till i dun wanna talk to him
or even dance with him in the club
will u know you were at fault
its was a rate or 7/10 for yesterday because of one incident
dun wanna elaborate alrite
pictures are with pino
and i love new friend!
go clubbing with you guys again alrite
today
just sleep like a pig!
since fiq arh fiq left his handphone
in my bag,
i have to mit up with him
to pass him
at cck and mit up with nini and pipi at bbp
then straight home
penat like to the core!
sooo yarh
now i am only slacking at him
tomorrow
i plan on doing a new ezlink card
problem siak tk der that stupid card
going with daddy
and go home sleep whole day
tk puas*
peace out readers!Labels: gerek gerek gerek
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:20 AM
Wanna know why i proudly said that those ladies here is my babygirls?
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