I am happy for you at last you are happy back with her bestfriend.You gave me a bad impression about her when you talk about her and now,you are back with her.i cnt believe this.You are the only last person who i can trust in the world of friend.But now you too have to leave me.I know i deserve this pain but dun make it painful..Alangkah bahagianya aku kalau diri ku ini di sisi mu tetapi kini aku terpaksa mundur diri hanya untuk melihat kebahagiaan mu sahabat.I have been thinking about changing my number and it will only be given to people who is close to be such as FAMILY MEMBERS.tats all.i will not be passing my number to friends anymore cause afterall,you guys will leave me and so there is no point.This raya,i will be celebrating it alone as usual but without BESTFRIENDS who i use to have.i am now a nobody.i can say that cause i lose everyone after i made a mistake which i myself dun know.Bumi mane yang tidak ditimpa hujankan.i am glad it happen now then in future.i am strong and i am going to stick this way.i got no one else to cry on or people giving support when im down.i have to count on myself.THIS IS ME AND I KNOW I COULD MAKE IT!=DLabels: it hurt seeing you go but i have to
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:48 AM
Naluri hati ini rasa ingin pergi.
Yes!
Mel agree i do alot of stupid mistakes and that was in the past.
let bygones be bygones.
tapi nie tak.
korg ungkit cite lame and let me suffer then pain.
i lost my ex-boyfriend and now you ladies?
i cant take this anymore.
korg nk pergi then go!
aku tk leh halang.
aku cume harap satu hari nanti,korg akan tahu cite sebenar.
Everyone can make TWO FACES!
i believe you ladies and now korg pon da ikot cara dorg then im fine with it.
i made up my mind
i am going to share this with papa.
i cant go on like this
suffer in a school where people surrond me hates me.
its not fair and how am i going to concentrate when i use almost all the time to cry.
For all the rumours and bullshit made.
i might look strong but im not.
yes it hurts when your own bestfriends go
but it hurts more when your own bestfriends made up stories of you
just that they got the center light.
i dun mind alrites.
do what you ladies this is good.
i dun care anymore.
even when i dun have friends in skul,i know i have aot more friend who cares outside.
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:59 PM
AKU KUAT MENGHADAPI DUGAAN DARI MAHA KUASA KITA TIDAK SEHARUSNYA BERSAMA
it hurts me deeper reading this lyric from a favourite song of mine.
Jangan kau pergi tinggalkan aku
Bawa aku kemana kau mau
Janjiku padamu jiwa dan ragaku
Mati pun ku mau
Takkan ada yang pisahkan kita
Sekalipun ku telah tiada
Akan ku pastikan
Ku kan memeluk
menciummu di surga
i have to be strong
we are just not fated to be together
sorry Brothers ku yang ku sayangi
tk dengar kate-kata korang before i go for this relationship.
Thanks for sticking by me and offering me to mit up
but im still not strong to face anyone of you
=D
Labels: Mel is strong
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:32 AM
You are the reason why i am happy now
YOU WON!
spammers!are you happy now after breaking my relationship?you must be jumping for joy right?you should be cause you won the battle of love.we broke up because of YOU!i might be crying right now but still all the best.im not as heartless as you to break you and him up if you are back together or maybe have been together.wish you guys all the best cause you should enjoy the victory you won.
why is it hurt to say goodbye or i hate you boy?i have been crying about us but i know nothing will change between us.i just wish you all the best and be happy in life.Hopefully you read this post alrites.you should be happy and giving her a chance to be back with you .i can feel the love she had for you.you are one of a kind. different from others and that is the reason why she treasure you alot even after you left her and stuff.Finally even when i am crying typing this for you,i know you must be happy for you guys.all the best.i love you but i can let you go for your happiness.=D
As for me,i know i can move on i know it will be hard.Trust me you will be happier without me and shasha take care of him for me i know for sure you will read this post. he is a great guy.i do love him but i know you love him more.praying for you guys happiness and live long.
Labels: it hurt seeing you go but i have to
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
1:57 AM
Selected pictures!there is about 90 plus pictures of us together but im too lazy to upload all of them.
i seriously had fun with them.
wanna see all,
visit my facebook.
NOORAMILYA
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO KARMILYA
HAPPYBIRTHDAE TO YOU!
SEMOGA PANJANG UMOR DA MURAH REZEKI!
ILOVEYOUONEANDONLYSYS!
i still have nt decide to attend the NO LIMITED AGE PARTY or not.
i seems to be fun but i have no idea who to go with since my friends are all not going.
like durh!
anyone wanna go with me?!
=D
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:43 AM
The middle one is mine!hawt kan dier?!
cair i ngok dier semlm time YOG!
She is the best in skul always supporting me when i need a friend to be by my side.Thanks alot Rema Melati..=D
Nothing to update since whatever happen in skul has been updated in yesterday.Today will be celebrating syster birthdae and maybe playing pool with khair and yan.Going to have fun with them!SOOOOO!GOING TO ENJOY!and nk tahu bende?mel tk p skul tau nari penat because of YOG yesterday.had fun and i loike it=D
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:53 PM
CARRY ON
Today i bingit gile!
been hit by a chair.
kalau iyer pon tk happy tk yarh la tendang kerusi kan
mcm tak der cara gitu.
kalau kau pikir kau tu jantan,
mahh sini bbl ngan aku face 2 face
i seriously tk leh tahan with this kind of people attiude.
mak bapak tak ajar moral pe?
and oohhh yarh!
almost forgot!
kalau iyer pon nk bbl pasal org, tak yarh nk jage tepi kain org.
kau nk tahu mataer aku hawt ke tk tu wat pe?!
asl nk menggatal mcm dulu jadik kau leh dapat dier pulak?
mcm mane kau wat pat ex aku?
haiyyyyooooooo!
ini la orang lupe daratan.
mentang2 pandai and over confident,
pikir leh pijak kepala org2 lembab mcm aku.
at least aku pass pe and my parents are proud tak mcm korang!
haiyooo
wat batal jek puase aku pikir and marah2 pasal hal nie.
continue this game cause i like the way it groove!
=D
Labels: i got plans for u ladies and gentleman
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:27 PM
Home-NiniM`s-Bugis-Geylang-Home
Kies pictures are all uploaded!hahas
i seriously had fun and tak leh tido pikirkan the FUN!
=D
mel nk keluar ngan dorg lagi
actually there is more but i cant managed to take their pictures.
SEBOK HAVING FUN!
hahas
mel p geylang
WADUHHHHHHHH!
ramainye org and i saw alot of people
happy sey dapat jumpe lost friends.
from there when grandlink and they masok pub
adoiiii!
kecoh gile boring jek pasal pub cina.
then teros i,niniM and ally alik!
=D
ohhhh yarh!
before that kite buka pat bugis.
sane pon ramai org nasib got tempat to buke u know
=0
Labels: i had fun
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:46 AM
UPCOMING EVENTS
AT LAST!
i could have a little space of my own.
perlim is over and i happy for that.
IM UP FOR N LEVELS BABEH!
BRING IT ON!=)
confident pariang siak mel.
upcoming event;-
1)spring cleaning
2)shopping for raya
2)HARI RAYE
3)N LEVELS
then my life will be back to normal.
no rushing like RUSH HOUR!
hahas
ohhhh yarh!
boyfriend da bace blog mel and he say
TK YARH HERAN SUAH BB NGAN SEMUA NIE.
THEY ARE JUST JEALOUS!
besok i will teman mama and pape to go see new house and then go to geylang with nini monster.
harap2 she dun paitao sudah ehk!
hehe
Labels: happy siak
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:56 PM
Tiredness
I penat tapi i strong.
i cannot fast today cause ader mini operation done onto my ear.
sakit tau.
can see blood in my ear.
after skul i teros go to NUH.
papa took leave just to teman me.
so next,
i want mummy to follow me.
=)
suppose to mit boyfriend but he got some problem at his place.
so i trust him and let him just do his stuff.
ohh yarh!
yesterday i asked close friends for advice and they say this.
`Mel!you must be strong biar susah sekarang and senang2 kemudian`
next one say
`Mel,aku tahu kau sayang fawi then maybe this is a challenge you have to face so stay strong.`
i got all the positive notes.
so im now more confident to face all the world`s nonsense.
okie la with this weak condition,dun think you people can take advantage of me.
=)
ps:nanti mel ambik gambar of my ear operation kies on the next update.
Labels: thanks friends
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
4:08 AM
No use of crying
i know i might be a cry-baby this days but the challenge i have to face nowadays is just to heavy for me to handle it alone.i do share it with mummy and to the psby and guest who tagged my board,i guess its not for me nor you to say that i and him cant last long.i surrender everything to the person on top.we last or dont, at least i did have the most percious moments shared between the both of us.i do love him and i willing to do anything for the sake of our love.u might say anything but for me,i stick to my believe and i know what i want in future and i dont need you to tell me what to do.those advices mummy gave me will always be treasure and remembered by me in worst moment and also happy ones.i and boyfriend never disturb your life but why are you making ours very difficult.i`m going to be strong and fight for my love.i know we can do it,if we did not succced,at least we try and perservered in the relationship we heading for.i love my boyfriend even how bad the situation is and for those who are unhappy,i guess you could find your own happiness and we can see how happy u are with someone else besides breaking our percious relationship.we dun want what we had to be gone to waste.we make good use of it and nothing can stand in our way.=)
i can prove to you people wrong!
Labels: i believe in you boyfriend
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:14 AM
Trust boyfriend not OUTSIDERS!
advice given to me before i when into a r/s with fawi.
i know i could go through all this hardship and rumors
they have no right to say anything to make me mad till i see it by my own two eyes.
so,dun bother making me jealous or angry through net/websites.
i could remember clearly that boyfriend was at work on the 9th
and he called me informing me where every he goes.
*tk der pon dengar name pompuan.
OUTSUDERS are sometime so inhuman.
please dont do that cause you wont like it if it happen to your r/s.
So yarh!
yesterdae mel sick.
boyfriend came over and look after me the whole day.
its like almost everyday i am with him.
so that is the reason why i dun have bad feeling or thinking about him.
kies mel wanna go mandi ..
pape i update again alrites!=)
Labels: iloveyou
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:18 PM
New love story and someone just wanna destroy it so inhuman
New Boyfriend New Love Story!Amilya & Shafawi
he did it for me.
he text me early in the morning just to tell me that he edit this just for me.
awwwwwww!
tak pernah lelaki what mel gini sey.
i hope this happiness we shared is not only for a while but hopefully a life time.
and to you girl!
i guess you could stop bothering him cause he is attached and dier just melayankan kau jek for you info.=)
so yarh jangan perasan please.
let me now lead a life with him and you move on will yah?
^^!
i missing baby alot now!
his at malaysia and i cant contact him due to low pp8!
ohhh man!
just hoping he will online the only way we could communicate.
kies now mel nk facebook-ing.
so byebye
Labels: i puase tau nari goodgirl
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:04 AM
Cant believe it!
i was like a goodgirl on the 9th
did not when out and only stay home with mummy and daddy.
gosh!
but still i enjoy my laughter with daddy.
now he knew then i club and he dun even scold me.
all because of mummy!
^^!
she was then one who told daddy all about this.
and he also know about BAJU.
wahhhhhhh!
da maju siot bapak i nie.
kies i think i wanna sleep .
head spinning nose flowing and cough hurting.
Labels: i just him you
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
11:03 PM
SOCIAL HOUSE
I ENJOY MYSELF!
THANKS TO ZICK O FOR INVITING ME TO TAGGED ALONG WITH THEM.
AND INTRODUCING ME TO HIS FRIENDS AND I DID HAVE FUN WITH THEM.
THANKS ALOT!
HOPE TO MIT YOU GUYS AGAIN
OHHH YARH!
I FALL IN LOVE AGAIN=)
mcm-mcm la aku nie skg ngan mat club pulak.
haha
we cant run from love right?!
i just loving life...
stuck at home with nothing to do
nk p marina malas pulak and ramai org i rimas
jadik i just sit at home jek la rest.
prelim on thursdae and wish me luck!=)
Labels: FAWI LOVED i guess haha
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
6:18 AM
Deep inside my heart i always wanted to say this but i did not manage to.So here are the ladies i treasure most and dun take them away from me please.ilovethem.=)Hope to see you ladies soon.
Eira London
Yuyun Barney
Felle
Ally Sugar Sepet
Anfeff
Natasha
Putri
Natasha DS
Joyce DS
Sri Awanie
Kykee Senyorita
Gegerl Ashera
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:33 PM
im glad you are okay i know u are a strong girl
MY LOVE MY LIFE MY SISTER!
Sorry if my blog is abit dusty im just too busy with skul and has always been busy visting god sister which is only 5 at kk hospital (chicha).im glad her operating goes smoothly and later i will be going out again visit her at home since she is discharge this morning.
IM OUT OF WORDS!
update again when im free kies
hug and kisses!
Labels: muacks
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:25 PM
Taken after a tiring day.
Dun expect fake eyelashes whould fit well with my eyes
so yarh!
it was taken about a few days back.
i know my face burok but look only at the eyelashes mummy brought for me
well i dun really love using them as they were so itchy.
cannot tahan sia!
now im currently at home did not attend skul cause of fever burning.
HATE IT!
out of words.
now i wanna go sleep and have a good nap.
hopefully no bad dreams!=)
Labels: goodnite at 11.24AM
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
8:14 PM
Shit!
papa just reset my notebook and lost of memory
so i will update a proper update soon kies!
=)
Labels: FUCK
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
7:10 AM
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