Aku bingit seriously
To sumone=
i guess i know myself better i can never express my feelings to you so the only way is by here.you told me not to express anything in my blog but im sorry.this is the only place i can express myself clearly.i can never tell anyone cause no one understand me including YOU.i making myself look bad isit?so what!i know myself better and i dun need you to judge me making myself look worst and i know i dun undertand my dad`s problem and i have been adding to his problem but i cant help it.i admit my mistakes and i hope i can repent them someday.if my daddy can accept me the person i am so i guess its not a problem to you.he himself admit that he made a mistake and no one could rund from it .haish.i feel bad making daddy worried.FULLSTOP!
i speak to some of my friends earlier on and they wanted me to go the powerhouse this saturday but im nt sure if im going or nt.i wanna ask permission from daddy first and dun want him to get worried over me again.i love him cause he has been giving me strength to carry on in life and do my best in studies.Tomorrow daddy mitting FORM TEACHER.i know things will turn bad but i dun care whatever she is going to say cause i wanna change myself and to avoid anything that got to do with friends in skul.i still have my kijo and bitch the only people who understand me and has already gone thru this.i love you LADIES!
Labels: tell him everything and i sure he will be willing to hear
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
4:30 AM
Kenal tk people nie sape?its SHAHLIS DOHHH!
grrrrrrr....
that matrep.
=D
no offence bro.
picture taken when he came over my house of raya.
rindu sia ngan dier.
he has always been by my side when i need him.
Gua punye tangkis .
i punye jahat only he know.
if i wanna to reflect on the past when we were little,its endless.
i had fun when were went bowling, genting and many more place.
One day im going to scan the pictures we took during our holiday at genting alrites!
hehes.
okie la now i waiting for bitch to call me .
grrrrr!
dari semlm tau dekni!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:12 PM
New friends which i just got to know on that day.=D
My twin of the day.
preety rite dier.=D
Nowadays mel da malas nak blog lagi cause i just got no time to do it.i do miss blogging sometime tapi kalau org tk bace what pe kan.i feel like privating my blog someday.so now,i starting to miss my BITCH!=D she is like a sister to me now.cute jek dier.ohh yarh she is the one wearing pink and black front row. Time fly so fast and i starting to miss everything we did together with friends at bedok. i miss baby,kecyk and also mimi. From marsling i miss nini, fiqa,spade,usop and fame.gosh 1 week seems to zoom zoom very fast. plan for tis week would be hmmm... friday-jalan raya with bitch
saturday-private party
sunday-tdance
wahh pack weekend i had!=D
Labels: bitch i miss you
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
5:25 AM
Picture taken on first day of raya.
hmm..
i dun wanna elaborate that either.
i cant forget the day i spent with baby and his friends.
(baby is a friend of mine not my boyfriend alrites)
i was about to when home when i saw him at the mrt station
and he ask me to tagged along follow him to bedok.
so i did.
then they plan to go naughty girl and i did follow him.
he is so hawt and i still remember the way he looked into my eyes and dance.
im melting on the dance floor.
haha.
so todae i just stayed at home and will be spend sleeping and rileking at home.
missed to much of JELITA episode.
Labels: i wish baby will msg me one day
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
4:36 AM
Im home but im not happy ..
people close to the heart would know .
haish
dun wanna elaborate here.
sungguh menyakitkan ati!=D
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
2:46 AM
Selamat hari raya
Picture taken at west coast a few days back and i was so glad i could spend time with my beloved cousin and kaki gerek.We played kite and when to geylang after breaking fast.WOW!memories left behind.So today mark the last day or ramadan and tomorrow we will be celebrating syawal.HARI RAYA!i had my outfits prepared and my haircut done and my house is clean.This will be the last year i celebrating raye and this house and next year will be at cck new house.Then again, memories!Alot of this happen in this house and i just cant forget the great time i and family and friends here.Gonna kiss this house for the last time.Its been 10 years in this house obviously im going to miss it.So yarh!im going to help mummy cook some delicious dishes.i will update soon and pictures on my raye outing and ohh yah.SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFIRTRI!MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN=Dcome over my house alrites friends!
Labels: woooohoooo duit raya mel mana
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
2:04 AM
Cutekan dier?
picture taken @ st james.
goes cant take my eyes out of this picture.
kie kie cut it out!
mel tk attend skul lagi.can wake up late!
yipeeee.
pagi-pagi si dier da msg and layan jap and back to bed.
now he is in skul so excited to recieve him perlim result,
while im stuck at home mendak giler bapak!
will be sitting at home the whole day again.
update again later kies..
now mel nk mandi..
BUSOK!!!!
=D
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
9:33 PM
Tak ku sangka. im still contacting him this this moment.
Happy sey.=D
Semalam ila came to my house to make some of her cookies for raya.
i help out for awhile then me and ila when to geylang while syster help to finish up.
SUPER SEDAP.
mel dun know why i just keep on think of him.
i am not into a relationship and so does he cume i feel comfortable with him
i could share everything and im not afraid.
lets just give a moment before we move on alrites.
todae i did not attend skul cause of some personal reason .
going to study at home alone for n-levels
on MT and CH.
wish me all the best it only next week.
GOSH!
And to you too boy good luck for n-levels.
lepas tu as we promise we going to enjoy again.
wink=D
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
10:49 PM
Cinta dalam club
Gosh!
i really had fun with you guys.Sham,Zick-O AND Nino.Cant believe that time travel so fast and its the end of the party.I did when to powerhouse and i thought that memories of me in club with ex-boyfriend would come back but i was WRONG.An angel for above came and entertain me all nite and i had fun with him seriously did. Was shy at first but then haha suuuuupppppppp!You brighten me up with your smile .Opps!=D
i just wish i could mit u again in future and dance all nite with you again.Miss his touch and like he said,i just cant resist him and its true.
Well this is the last club i will be going before attending for N-levels.I have to perpare myself for my big time and after that i will party like a rock star again.=D
Okie la mel nk bobok and msg my angel so this will be it.
Tataz!!
Labels: haha its funny
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
12:58 AM
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