
To sumone=
i guess i know myself better i can never express my feelings to you so the only way is by here.you told me not to express anything in my blog but im sorry.this is the only place i can express myself clearly.i can never tell anyone cause no one understand me including YOU.i making myself look bad isit?so what!i know myself better and i dun need you to judge me making myself look worst and i know i dun undertand my dad`s problem and i have been adding to his problem but i cant help it.i admit my mistakes and i hope i can repent them someday.if my daddy can accept me the person i am so i guess its not a problem to you.he himself admit that he made a mistake and no one could rund from it .haish.i feel bad making daddy worried.FULLSTOP!
i speak to some of my friends earlier on and they wanted me to go the powerhouse this saturday but im nt sure if im going or nt.i wanna ask permission from daddy first and dun want him to get worried over me again.i love him cause he has been giving me strength to carry on in life and do my best in studies.Tomorrow daddy mitting FORM TEACHER.i know things will turn bad but i dun care whatever she is going to say cause i wanna change myself and to avoid anything that got to do with friends in skul.i still have my kijo and bitch the only people who understand me and has already gone thru this.i love you LADIES!
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"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."
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